The Lord is Soveriegn

Wow, I have never experienced the Lord so clearly in my life! As I near the end of my college career, the Lord has shown himself to me and for that I am so grateful and blessed. I have been challenged with many decisions as I start my career in nursing and sometimes fate is all that I can hang onto. About 3 months ago the Lord was really calling me to fulfill a position in leadership for 1822 (a college ministry at Christ Covenant Church in Matthews) for the summer. As my flesh tried to dampen my faith, I continued to worry if I needed to step into the "real world" of jobs right away! He continually tried to make me question whether the Lord would supply me a job and if I did follow this calling that with this economy, I wouldn't find a job. BUT because my God is so ultimate and greater than the devils schemes, he continually put it on my heart to step out in faith and trust that if I would delight myself in him first, he would give me the desires of my heart. And with that said, as a senior 2, we are assigned to a preceptor (nurse) to follow for the semester. Most likely wherever I would be assigned to, this is where I would be most likely be offered a job. I had already asked to be placed at CMC North East in Concord and assumed this is where the Lord would have me after school to work as a nurse. However while talking with a few, recognized that it would be awesome if the Lord worked it out for me to be placed at Presbyterian Matthews because of its location to the church and the ties that I could have because of the staff that attend Christ Covenant Church. With that in the back of my head, it still didn't come to my mind when the assignments were being handed out. As I anxiously waited for my assignment, I never expected the Lord to have his hand in my placement, when obviously I knew he did. As I saw my instructor writing each persons note card with their placement, I saw her write "Danielle Beadle, Presby M". I immediately wanted to jump up and down, cry, shout, tell everyone what just happened to me and what the Lord had just done in my life. I knew that the Lord was working, but it never really hit me, how this was where he wanted me to be. For the first time in my life I feel the joy of being in the center of God's will in my life, and he had to basically perform a mini miracle in my life to get me there. The Lord continues to bless my life even though I don't deserve his grace in my life, but I am forever grateful and want to glorify him wherever he leads me for the rest of my life here on this beautiful creation earth. Whenever you feel like you are not in the center of Gods will for your life, be patient, he will show you because he wants that for you more than we could ever!

Yesterday was a pretty good day! Drew my younger brother got his 100th win in wrestling! We were all so proud! Now 2 Beadles have 100 wins! I love when the family is all together sharing in the fun of cheering on a sport! I am very close to my family and don't know what I would do without them all! It reminds me of the family of believers that I am apart of. How awesome is it that we can gather together as brothers and sisters in Christ and share in fellowship that reflects Christ.

Boldness in Christ

As I met with the Lord this morning @ Jumpin Jacks coffee shop, God coninues to show me areas in my life where I don't lean on him for strength and boldness to fulfill his mission. In Acts 3 and 4, Paul and John show the extreme faith they had by walking past a cripple and seeing a need that only Christ can fix. Everyday I wonder about the people in my life when I didn't take time to realize the need of Christ in their life. As Matt Ballard said so vividly....I am withholding life from them and this is not what the Lord wants for my life. I am encouraged by Paul time and time again when he rejoices in his sufferings to the point of being stoned for his obediance to Christ and then picking up himself and doing it again. I pray that my life would be a image of this to those around me. I want people around me to know that they have been with Christ. Amen